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_may 27 the day that started ok but turned to shit_may 27 by ~swimmingbelowwaves
an internal struggle. i haveneed to cut right now but i see the container that my mum packed for me and i cry like a baby into my knees. all alone in this hotel room. bleed these problems out. cant explain to anyone in this place. thirteen hours away from home. my cats eyes- i cry again. i cannot cut because of the look in my cats eyes and thinking of his purring. shut my eyes tight and it gets. so. much. worse. choke on tears. im all alone, theyre all watching t.v. downstairs. i just cant breathe. my head is spiraling. putting this fucking demon on paper, out of my body. people are whispering. i
Parasomnia i dreamt i took a train to abstract themes. i dont remember it because nothing was real, and when im awake im cursed with only being able to think realistically. the more i have these dreams, the more i want to live in them. the more i think about it, the less they make sense. as the morning passes and i disconnect from my dreams, i try so hard to still think in the same mind. i try so hard to live in my dreams because i hate this world. i hate all the things that make sense.Parasomnia by ~swimmingbelowwaves
in my dreams, bleeding can be beautiful because it doesnt necessarily mean pain or death. its like my dreams show the potential of my imagination. they show my artist
Peaceful 
Sta.sh
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what are you're meant to do when every morning you have to ram your fingers in your lips to pin that signature smile into place?
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"Shes a' gonna be a beast by senior year."
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i'm an addict for dramatics, i confuse the two for love
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"Shes a' gonna be a beast by senior year."
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i'm an addict for dramatics, i confuse the two for love
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"Shes a' gonna be a beast by senior year."
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i'm an addict for dramatics, i confuse the two for love
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"Shes a' gonna be a beast by senior year."
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i'm an addict for dramatics, i confuse the two for love